MEMORIES....have been thinking about the past. and i am no longer the appear to be strong but weak muijie. i am no longer the one who always cried during ♥-to-♥ session girl. i have get away with all the "friends" i once had. now i really know who are those that cherish me and i cherish them alot too. PLANK sisters: once sisters, forever sisters. it has been 1 year in diff class but i believe the bond between us is still there. Dearest lesbo and honey: always the one there listening to all my complains and unhappiness. the 2 which i really enjoy ♥-to-♥ session with them and usually help me alot as they always know how to comfort me and understand how i feel. love lesbo hugs too. the hugs which makes both of us stronger. growing stronger together and no longer cry that easily. of course there are also alot of good friends which would really care for me and help me; kason, jason.a, darren.c, derrick, nazurah, liqing etc. and lots more. but some really dissapoint me alot. dun wan to say too much. but really glad to have my 7 dearest sisters with me :D

guys usually wun understand. its not the girls that dun trust them, its not the girls thinking too much, its not the girl being over sensitive or over controling. when the guys with us, we tried to be ok with it and always are ok with it. but whenever the guys are not with us, we are really not ok with it. its not what we want, but we just can control it but to be sad, angry. perhaps the guys should actually be relieved that the girls are like that. if the girl dun really love the guy and treasure the guy why must they hurt themselves emotionally sometimes when it get worst, physically.