back to blogging. sec 4 life = no life.. everyday is the same. wake up, go school study. eat. go home. dinner. sleep. then continue again but of course got alot of funny crap in between lah. everyones bored. stress and sian.
kind of luan this few days or maybe weeks bah. everything seems to be different from the past. didnt know what to do and doing nth but to adapt to it is the only thing that i can do bah. birthday coming! dunno going where to celebrate and with who. but before that just hope that common test faster end. hate looking at exam papers and next week starting time practise le. no more time for anything else le bah. 
not saying that you dun care about me but i just cant feel the importance of me to you. others seems to be more important. she can easily influence you in 1 day and i still cant after trying for 5 months+. lots of things wanted to tell you but i just cant make myself say it. i dun wish to keep quarrelling. sometimes i wonder if what your mum say is really true...i hope is just me being sensitive...